Change; it's a familiar word in my vocabulary, and my life for that matter. "We're moving back to Alberta" my dad said. I felt everything inside of me nearly shut down and I felt scared, excited and sad all at once. I don't want to do this again, I don't want to make new friends, live in a new house and I just don't want to start over. I hate to sound so sad but I am, and sometimes it's okay to feel that way. I've moved enough to be good at it I think, that's not the problem. It's the fact that I have so many incredible friends who I love with all my heart here. I love the land I live on; the ocean, the trees, the fresh sea air, the relaxed feel of it all. That's what I love. I don't think I am ready for this change and I just needed to share it.